At the moment I am stuck in a rut. From the list of activities that I can do at the moment, I don't really want to do any of them, and most of the things that I can do, I can't due to various reasons - I can't play my newly purchased Kingdom Hearts II because I have to dodge parents (really just my mum at the moment because my dad's in China with friends), which is hard because I have to work most days, and Monday being a public holiday didn't help. Tuesday I ended up sleeping in and then spending most of the day on the internet. I can't use my airbrush while my mum's around because then I have to deal with her going off at me getting lung cancer because I'm airbrushing with non-toxic paints. This means I usually do it at night so that she's sleeping and doesn't complain about the smell of thinner or giving myself throat cancer.
What I need at the moment is a bit of direction and some focus. I would take my models, because I have so many that I have to build and I'm always buying new ones, but again, parental issues forcing me to do it at night means that I can only actually do it once or twice a week.
The fact that I do not know when my mum comes home means that the contraband PS2 that I got my hands on is at risk of being found out if I do play when I get home, so I don't risk it.
For the trip around eastern Australia, I'm supposed to be saving my money, so I can't really be spending too much (and on what? I don't really have anything I want at the moment, although impulse buying will probably see to draining my funds).
Otherwise, I end up with things like this - blogging a bit after midnight when I should be sleeping because I'm supposed to be attending a staff meeting at 8:30am the next day, most probably about me eating in the shop.
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